7:90 :: debuts, movies, &. new beginings

so my weekend was somethin like crazy...but i can say for the most part it was one of the biggest leanring experiences ive had well since Ceasaryc (aka Batman)
lets start w. thursday since that was the last night i got regular sleep.! friday's work day cam &. went &. i found myself at HiFi rehearsal at 10p.. &. not leaving til about 12a i think... we took a trip to Lance's &. played rock band... me &. dani gotz vocals.!! [lol.!] i made it home around 4a &. felt the need to do my hair... so as i talked to Salome..the boo i did my do.!! &. was sleep by 5.45a... woke up ran errands visited daffi at work (good talks mommas.!)soowooped jem &. made it to sam's town to tech [HiFi Love.!]... we all got ready at my big heads house & kilt the show.! but b4 that i never really realized how strong "do unto others as you want done to you" holds true... i also never realized how naive a person can be... long story short i FiNALLY cried &. this time it wasnt abnout Bruce.!! (thank God.!)... after the show we partied &. then Jem &. i left because we were sleepy sleepy.!! i didnt wake up til 11.30ish did my hair saw my t.cup & my hammy took a nap &. went on a date w. Schae(yes myself.!)
"He's Just Not That Into You" put my ass in check.! i wont lie... Daffi was right about it kinda being hard taking it in one big dose since its a movie... but i need that ish.!! so there i am mindin my own business deletin numbers out of my fone when out of nowhere your favorite super villian comes askin if i was deletin his number too... &. instead of takin that ish in stride he turned it into an effin arguement AS USUAL.!! ugh.! i swear i dont understand what his problem is... my daddy said:

" tell that ni**a to stop bi**hin up.! okay he likes you, so what are you gonna do about it.? step up to the plate &. be everything i told her to expect or step aside so the man that IS ready can do what you didnt want to"

&. even though i ALREADY knew that it just seemed like it made more sense now that i was on this cleaning out my phonebook rampage... i wont lie &. say it doesnt kinda hurt tho like why the heck is it so hard to function w. your feelings.? women do it all the time why aren men so different.?? like did God program them so that love & care means something different for them.? like really what is it.? whatever all i DO know is... when a guy wants to talk to you he'll call(or aim if youre at work &. cant talk lol) bcuz thats what Babys Daddy Danny did today... but even w. that im still cautious on this situation... as much as ive been right when it comes to people in relationships i will admit it hasnt been a joyous victory =/