23:90 :: Red Chucks

the title has NOTHING to do w. this blog i just liked my shoes... i wish things could be that simple... where new shoes just made all the bad things go away... well im still on the hunt for a roomate &. its getting more &. more difficult; aside from that i yet again have found out that niggas [not men &. yes theres a difference.!] NIGGAS cant be trusted...

i know im typically a fan for details but this one wont have any... except that this is a detrimental life altering &. burdening experience... in other words its really really bad.!! so bad that it has me crying unexpectedly no matter where i am... &. the ish SUCKS.!! i know i said these next 90 days were going to be a learning experience but damn i didnt think this was going to be apart of the lesson...

&. as for you (even though i know you probably will NEVER read this...) i dont hate you... hate has never been a word of choice for me &. it definitly isnt an emotion that i can stir up, but that doesnt mean im not hurt nor does that mean you can just ignore the situation; bcuz im not the only one that has to live w. this... although you should since it was YOUR decision in the first place...