appreciation

so for the past month or so ive been going through this back and fourth battle with my current room mate and having her boyfriend live there... something i am just NOT cool with.! but while watching her go through the motions of calling me all kinds of names playing child-like games and personafying her immaturity &. lack of responsibility in more ways than one i realized something VERY valid.

if you are not made to go without something..a car, a house food, etc. once you get your own you dont know how to appreciate it.

so as i sat and analyzed all the reasons why my roomate was actin the way she was and sayin what she was sayin i remembered how quickly she said "well i'll just go back with my mom" with no hesitation or second guess... and all i could do was laugh.! laugh at the fact that i wished it was that easy for me... to just move back w. my mom, you know pack up all my stuff and drive to L.A. and not look back.!

YEA EFFiN RiGHT.!!

i know what its like to not have... i know what its like to be homeless &. not know where you're resting your head. so as i read &. re.read her texts about how i was a

"rude selfish bitch"

i corrected the statement in my head... because im far from rude or selfish... i just know what its like to go without &. now that i have my own i refuse to let ANYBODY for ANY REASON take it from me.